I got in a fight with one of the people at the co-op. Editing each others work is a big deal and he got really upset when I turned it in without him being able to check it out. We talked until we got back on the right foot, it really hurt me to have someone mad at me, I was starting to make friends. Missing the kids more on this trip. God knows why, I pass up time at home and make it up with toys and whatnot, I haven't bought them anything here though, I don't think they would want anything from here. I don't think they and jenny would get along anyway. I spoke with a kid at the cove, his mother was gone, and I asked him if he was only. He said why would he be only. What would the lives of the kids be like if they where born in Ecotopia? It scares me for them to grow to fast, I want them to be protected. Rubber comes from Vietnam and Indonesia, some stuff from japan, Preforms preform all over the world except the US. Money here has natural images on them. Heavy Viking style timber beds are the norm for beds. Some have jap style bedrolls. A lot of work must have happened to kept thing quite, you can barley hear a damn thing. During a major party downtown I got wasted and followed two girls into a tent-awesome! I asked jenny over dinner My attitude is changging, its getting stofter. The lumber camp gets is food from a farm co op 15 miles from here. Most stores here stell preserved food, clothes and other good at really cheap prices. Needed to get a new tooth brush, got a lot of crap for it. While i was buying it i saw a group of teenagers gillging at everything in the store, its an "anquie" store to them, to use its normal (if the stuff we use was in a anquie store). One really annoying thing people do here is entertain each other. I got dragged into this, i told them as much about america as i could, it shut them up after awhile. I wish we could have used the tv for that though. The fights are getting more emotional,bitter, and physical. Me and jenny got into another one of are incodents, a fight over something stuiped then we brake down and confess are love bla bla bla. I participated in a war game, got injured, and now i'm in a Ecotopian hospital, thats what get for fighting with a bunch of jounralist. The docs here arn't the most reassuring when you first see them, but they still do there job well. Sex is apart of the healing process here, and i got one good lookin nurse named linda. Hospitals here fucking rock!